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Entry #1

"Bitter umano ang mga nagsasabing walang forever. "

I don't even get the aspiration of having something and letting it last, as long as we know, with the acceptance that even us don't get to live forever.

Maybe my lack of experience in the art of love contributes to my negativity towards the idea, but hey, nothing really lasts forever.

We help people. We love people. But even though we exert much on them, we will always reach our limit. That moment of, "Hey, it's enough."

I get tired too. Sometimes I know I am being used, but I see it on the persepective of doing it for the greater good. I am a victim, but I say nay sometimes.

Choose the lesser evil. Which is it then: be used or say no and not be used but more will suffer? The lesser evil is to be used and abused rather than inflicting it to others.

But, sometimes we say its over and way over. I am no bottomless bucket. And at some point, we just have to say no. That it's time they do it without us, or they don't even do it at all.

Their choice. Their action. I am far from being fed up, but I want them to learn to stand and show restraint. Willingness will pave for a solution.

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